The rain became the witness of our infidelity. The only thing I can see clearly is his chiseled body. I am still sucking his cock when there was lightning. I stopped. I remembered Ben.. I remembered the time that he was the one making me so damn crazy in bed. I can't move. I lowered my head and tears dribbled in my cheeks.
I felt someone's kissing the top of my head. "What's the problem?" It was Mark. He knelt and positioned himself in front of me. "I'm sorry Mark. This isn't right. I can't do this. Ben is cheating, yes, But I don't want this for a revenge. I hope you understand." "Naintindihan kita. This must be hard for you and I don't want you to think that I'm taking advantage of your situation." "Di ko na alam kung anong iisipin ko. Naguguluhan ako. Please go." "Nag-iisa ka dito. I can't leave you like this." He said. "Please go."
I didn't know how he left. The only thing I heard was the sound of Mark's car moving away. The rain stopped but still I am in the same position where Mark left me and who knows how long I've been there. The pain was excruciating. I wanted to scream but there was no sound coming out of my lips. I wanted to cry and there were no tears shed. I wanted to run but I'm pinned in my bed. I regret that I let Mark go away. I need someone to talk to. I wanted him to assure me that everything will be fine. I am longing for his touch but it was too late. There I was, sad and alone.
Days passed by and Ben was already home. I didn't say a word about his cheating. I decided to go through this alone. He was still the same Ben before he left going to Cebu. He is still the same person I am starting to loathe.
It was a Friday night and my colleagues asked me to go out with them. I sent a message to my husband saying that I will be coming home late. He was okay with it because they have a boy's night out with his colleagues too. "Hello Anne, may phonecall ka sa line 3. Friend mo daw. Mark Samaniego." said Beth, our front desk officer from the other line. I can't talk. It felt like my world stopped. "Anne? Are you going to take the call?" "Yes, thanks Beth." I pushed 3 on my Cisco phone. "Hello Anne?" "Hey. How are you?" I said. "I am leaving this Sunday. I want to invite you sana kahit dinner lang." "I'm sorry but I already made plans kasi with my colleagues dito sa office. Girls night out." "We can have dinner tapos I'll just drop you off kung saan sila pupunta. Please. I won't bother you again after this. Besides, I am leaving for SG na din." "Okay." I said. I am having second thoughts of going out with him. Not because I am afraid that Ben might see us or his girl might see us but I am afraid to be right next to him. I missed him so much.
It was 6 o'clock in the evening when I saw Mark in the lobby of our building. He was wearing a red jacket with Ferrari logo on it and tight blue denim jeans. From where I stand, I can see girls having a second look to him. You're blind if you don't notice Mark.
He cupped my cheeks and kissed me in my forehead. I wanted to hug him but I didn't. "Sumasakay ka ba ng motor?" "Oo naman! Tagal ko na nga din di nakakasakay ng motor." It was a good thing that it was a Friday because we are allowed to wear business casual. I was wearing a white round neck shirt with a red scarf and blue acid wash jeans. I was wearing a red stilleto and that's the problem. I thought it was okay kasi magdidinner naman kami. He guided me to his Ducati bike and I must say, its a headturner just like him. "Okay ka lang ba jan?" "Yes and I'm excited. Saan ba tayo magdidinner?" "You'll see."
While he was driving, I can't help but to hold him tightly. Hugging him from the back felt like home. I don't wanna let go and I don't want this to end. I can't describe how happy I am with this man. Effortless, he is making me happy. Tears rolled from my eyes. I know that this is just temporary. I have a husband hat I will go home to and he will soon leave the country. Right there and then I decided, I want him.. even if it will be just for the night.
We parked in a small but cozy resort in Cavite. He made a reservation in a private resort. It is an airconditioned single bedroom and fully furnished. Outside the room, there's a small pool for the kids and a bigger one for the adults. There is a small nipa hut beside it and I was surprised because it was full of white tulips. I remembered telling Mark that I love tulips. "Dinner na tayo?" "Bakit naman kailangan dito pa tayo magdinner? Ang laki pa ng ginastos mo para lang sa dinner. Kahit sa fastfood lang game naman ako." "I don't know what the future holds, but tonight, I want to give the happiness you deserve." Hinde ko na pinigilan ang nararamdaman ko. I hugged him and then looked in his eyes and said "Thank you. You don't know how happy I am when you called and asked me out." I kissed his eyes, the tip of his nose, his cheeks and chin. Finally, I kissed his lips. The warmth of his breath and the touch of his hand made me moan. He kissed me slowly and I felt his hands touching my shoulders. His right hand went to my hip and the other hand cupped my breast. I guided his right hand inside my blouse from him to touch my breast. He knows what to do. He quickly removed my blouse. He kissed me and this time it is hotter. "You are so beautiful." I don't know what to say. I opened my mouth to say something but he stopped me by kissing me. He undid the hook of my bra. I heard he breathe heavily. He kissed my breast. I felt him licking my nipple and the other hand is going down making its way to my pussy. He unbuttoned my pants and slowly remove it. He carried me inside the room. I put my arms around his neck and lick his ear.
He slowly lay me down and went to bed beside me. He kissed my lips, sucked my tongue and slowly went down to my neck and finally sucked my breast. I don't know what to do. The warmth of his tongue gave a whimsical feeling. I can feel the wetness inside me. I wanted him to touch my pussy but he was teasing me by rubbing my thigh with his hands. "You're so beautiful." He said. He kissed my tummy and slowly went down between my legs. He licked my clitz slowly."Ohhhh shit! You are damn good. Bakit ang sarap mo Mark.." He sucked my clitz and I felt that he slowly fucked my pussy with his middle finger. Umaangat ang katawan ko tuwing papasukin niya puke ko. He was not contented with just one finger. He inserted two fingers inside me and the feeling was like in ethereal. The AC was set to 20 degrees but it felt like summer in December.
pnino mejia: i like the way u express ur feelings through writing parang nararamadamn ko ung feeling mo just by reading
ReplyDeletepnino mejia: it was like im listening to you personally
pnino mejia: para tayong nagkkwentuhan
-this was a comment from a friend over the internet!
thanks! sfartacus!