"I don't wanna play the villain in your girlfriend's fairytale."
Hi. My name is Anne, and this is my first confession.
I had failed relationships. And one of the reasons is Infidelity. I despised it. The thought of my ex-husband in the arms of another woman, sharing one bed, kissing, caressing made me become who I am today. Not to work things out with him but to show him what I am capable of doing.
It was 4 in the afternoon and it was raining cats and dogs. I need to go home as fast as I could because my husband will be heading Cebu for a business trip. "Shit! Traffic!" I told myself while stuck in my car. I saw cars going back and I was confused why. I saw that there was an accident and it was impossible to pass because it was a 16 wheeler truck and an air-conditioned passenger bus collided and took both lanes.
My phone rang. It was my husband Ben. "Where the hell are you?!" "Babe, may naaksidente kasi. Imposibleng makalampas ako. If I take the Daang Hari Road, it will take 2 hours before I can reach home."I said. "Bitch! Sino mag- aayos ng kailangan ko papuntang Cebu?! I wish I knew how stupid you are!" He was so furious and cut the conversation immediately. I was never a battered wife. But it was worse. He never fails to humiliate me in front of our friends, he always made me feel how stupid and useless I am.
I knew he was seeing somebody else. I didn't learn about this until last week. "Sir,see you this coming Friday here in Cebu? -text message coming from Ms. Bernardo. It was an opened message. Hurriedly, I checked out the sent items. "Yes babe. I'll fuck you all week!". I locked my husband's phone. I stormed the restroom and cried. It was an unwelcome feeling. After four years of being married to my college sweetheart, I am in the verge of losing him.
It was the first night since he left for his "business trip". I was crying all night. A bottle of red wine accompanied me. I was imagining how Ben kiss his lover. From her ears going down to her neck. She moans. Ben touch her breast and caress it with his fingers. Slowly, from her breast going to her pussy. Unexpectedly, the thought of him making love with another woman made me feel horny. I touched myself and came twice. It was a long night.
I woke up 10 o'clock in the morning with popped eyes and gloomy face. I saw myself in the mirror and said to myself, bring it on Ben, lintik lang ang walang ganti. I had no intentions of leaving him, not at the moment.
I was late for work. My head was aching and decided to take a cab. It took an hour of agony before I reached our office. My boss was not around and no one cares if I'm late as long as I finish the work assigned to me. By the way, I am an assistant editor for a fashion magazine.
Clock striked 5 in the afternoon. Its time to go home but I don't wanna feel miserable being alone in our house while my husband is humping his girl. I thought of going out by myself since it was a Saturday. Grabbed my bag and took the elevator. "Anne Garcia?", said the guy behind me. I looked from where the voice was coming. "Mark?" "Mark it is! are you working here?" "Yes. How about you?"I said. "Dinalaw ko lang yun girlfriend ko. Sa 20th floor siya. Coffee? Its been ages since I last saw you." "Sure!".
Mark was one of my closest friend in college. He is every girls dream. 5'11" basketball varsity, dark and handsome. He resembles Colin Farrel. He is half American/Filipino. I fancy him. I liked him. I was afraid to tell him because he might reject me.
We went to a fancyrestaurant near my office. "Have a seat." Mark said. "Thanks. I can't believe I'll be able to see you again. The last time I saw Smurf (Eddie,he is too short and wears blue all the time that's why we call him smurf) told me that yo are working in Singapore as an Engineer." "Yes and still am. I'm just here for 2 weeks vacay." "Wow, so I'm lucky pala to bump into you." I said. Silence.
Mark stared at me. "I'm lucky cause I saw you." "Bakit naman?" "Crush kaya kita since college pa. Kaso mukhang di mo ako type. Niligawan ka na din pati ni Ben." I wanted to tell him that I liked him too. I was just too afraid. I decided not to tell him because it will make no difference.
I learned that he works at a firm in Singapore for 5 years now. He just met his girlfriend when he visited here and they are together for only 3 months. "Nabalitaan ko na nagpakasal na nga daw kayo ni Ben, masaya ako para sa inyo pero to tell you honestly, I was devastated. I know, hinde naman kita maagaw sa kanya pero I still want you to know that I had feelings for you." Mark was kinda mumbling while saying those words. "I'm happily married, Mark." I lied. "It doesn't show." He said. It triggered something in me that made me burst into tears. I told him the truth. He put my head on his chest and assured me that everything will be alright. He reminded me that I deserve someone better who will love me and take care of me. He cupped my cheeks. He lowered his lips and kissed mine. I close my eyes and right there and then, I felt I was loved like I was never loved before. I don't know how long we kissed but it felt like forever. I moved away. "Mark, this is wrong. I'm married." "I'm sorry." "Uuwi na ako. Thanks sa coffee." "Please let me take you home." Mark sounded begging. "Okay." I said.
We were 5 minutes away from my house when the rain started pouring angrily. It was already 8 o'clock in the evening and it felt like we are in the middle of nowhere . Our neighbors are a hundred meters away from where I live. Mark stopped his car in front of my house. It was still raining hard. We said our goodbyes. I am trying to open the door but it won't open. "Shit, sira na naman. Sorry ha. sa labas kita pagbubuksan." "Mababasa ka kapag bumaba ka. Do you have an umbrella?" "Wala. Ok lang pauwi na din naman ako." Mark opened his door and tried to opened the door for me. It took him two minutes to open the door. "Mark you're wet. Come inside and let me see if I can find something that will fit you." I told him. He took my hand and we run to get inside the house.
I opened the house and let him in first. It was so dark so I started to walk towards the back of the door and reach for the switch. Before I reach it, Mark took my hand and pulled me towards him. I felt his warm and wet body. He already took his shirt off. He kissed my hair, my ears and I felt his breath. I moaned. I knew it was wrong but I can't take it anymore. I am longing for his touch. He slid his tongue inside my mouth. I suck and He moaned. He brushed my hair and before I knew it, he already unbuttoned my shirt and took off my bra. He cupped my breasts gently. "Ooooh Mark ang sarap.Please suck my breast." My wish was his command. " Paliligayahin kita." He said those in my ear and finally his tongue reached my breast. Dinilaan niya ang utong ko. He bit it softly. It felt like ecstasy. I was so wet and my body arched whenever he suck my breast. He licked my breasts with passion.
Hinde na ako makatiis. I want to feel his cock. I opened his fly and hastily touch his hard on. Im sure that he is bigger than Ben. His cock was showing outside his brief and I can see his precum. Wala na akong inaksayang sandali. I took his pants and brief off. I hold his cock and taste his precum. "Ohhh, ang sarap niyan Babe. Kainin mo na." i teased him and instead of sucking his cock, I licked his balls and lick the skin between his balls and butthole. "Putang ina. Ikaw lang gumawa sa akin ng ganito! Ahhhhh." How sweet to hear that he felt pleasure in what I was doing.
